08.01.2010 - emptiness in my heart
TOPIC 01: LOOK ONLY AT ME, PART2
This song by G-Dragon is my new favourite. The lyrics are so heartbreakingly beautiful, I can't help but cry when I watch this video. I don't want G-Dragon to go to jail~ (wails)
I don't know, I lost faith in him sometimes. VIPs told me AllKPop is biased, full of haters, bla-bla, but am I that easily influenced? I want him back on scene. To stand tall and proud and declare to Korea, to the whole world, he has done nothing wrong.
But...I don't know. I really want to believe in him. I really want to be like one of those fearless DCGD members and stand by him. I'm so confused. So when I found this video on YouTube and watch it...I feel...ashamed. I don't even think ashamed is the right word to describe what I feel.
I'm OK now. I will stand by G-Dragon, even if he go to jail. Because, as another GDfan told me, support is all he needs.
TOPIC 02: BoA, YOU ARE JUST NOT MEANT TO BE
This is not trying to offend BoA or her fans, I mean, I am her fan also. It's not because I know G-Dragon is her fan, but I have listened to BoA since her debut, so I have literally been her fan from the very beginning.
As you will soon see in the picture below, the BoA MOTO poster, which also happens to be my favourite BoA poster, had unattached itself from the wall. This had happened too many times for me to count, and I am fed up with waking up in the middle of the night to put it back up after hearing a loud ripping sound.
Favourite poster or not, it's just not meant to be stuck on my wall. I'm taking it down today and rolling it up into one of my poster tubes.
TOPIC 03: YUI IN DETROIT METAL CITY?
When I first saw this thread on YUI-Lover Forum, my initial reaction was WHAT?!
Turns out I shouldn't have worried. (I was imagining YUI performing on the same stage with Krauser II...scary thought) Another YUI fanatic, michelle_upm, had been very observant to notice YUI's I Loved Yesterday promo poster in a scene from DMC the Movie.
DMC is not recommended for minors (i.e. below 18), as it has explicit content and death metal is not exactly the kind of music genre you want to expose children to.
Find out more on YUI-Lover Forum.
TOPIC 04: tYUIf IS ON THE SAME LIST AS BIGBANG & XIAXUE?
I know this is only one person (NANA, thank you!) but this means a lot to me, the one and only webmistress of The YUI Fanatic (or tYUIf in short).
I have been running this website/blog for over three years, and seeing it turning up first on the list on search engines, watching people from other countries visiting tYUIf for information is a very incredible feeling.
Maybe there are many others out there linking to me, I don't know, but still I want to say a big thank you to my visitors. Without you guys, tYUIf will not stand as tall as it is today. ^^





Labels: iHeart GD, random rambles, Sony Music Japan, YG homies, YUI fanaticness
Jolene Wong blogged @ 6:20 PM | 0 Comments
06.01.2010 - today is damn bitter-sweet
TOPIC 01: SNOW!!!
I woke up and went about my business without realising it has SNOWED until I went down for breakfast. I was wearing slippers. How how how suitable for walking in the snow. It was a miracle I didn't fall over at all.
Actually I want to say I am possibly the most stable person when it comes to walking in snow. Haha. More about this in a bit.
So when I got back from breakfast, it was still snowing. Bless the whatever factors that make this weather condition possible. I forgot what the factors are.
Of course, Pingu is the happiest at the snowing!
Pingu: You! Yes, you. Howcome you didn't tell me it's snowing outside one hah? I want you to take a picture of me at the window! Now!
So rude one ah this stuffed penguin? I had half a mind to open a window and throw it out. Not surprisingly, she demanded I told no one the above picture was taken at the window. She didn't even want to be let out into her native weather conditions. Such a hypocrite.
Some shots of how winterly my school suddenly looked:
After school Ann and I went to town. Our first stop was the Salisbury Cathedral. It was my idea OK. I thought the cathedral might look magical covered in snow or something, but was a bit disappointed. On the way to town:
Pictures of the cathedral on a snow day's glory:
TOPIC 02: G-DRAGON IS NOT GOING TO JAIL
Help me. AllKPop had confirmed my worst worst WORST fear. My hubbie is possibly going to JAIL for doing something tons of singers had done before.
I suddenly hold a grudge against J.Y. Park. Forget he was Rain's producer and Rain has a lot of respect for him bla-bla-bla. J.Y. Park did NOT go to jail for what he did, which was similar to what my hubbie did. SO TO HELL ALL HATERS, G-DRAGON IS NOT GOING TO JAIL.
TOPIC 03: YUI'S ⌈Muffler⌋ IS A GREAT 'CONCENTRATION MUSIC'
YUI is a goddess. Her new single ⌈GLORIA⌋, due out this coming 20th, is packed full of everything inspirational. If GLORIA is motivating, Muffler is concentrating.
Unlike what most YUILovers suspect at first, Muffler does not sound sad but instead sound calming. Great as background music for studying and driving (as another YUILover stated).
If you haven't listen to Muffler yet, fret not. The song playing when you arrived on this page is - yes - none other than Muffler. I love this song to bits. You might also want to check out this post for the lyrics and the download links.
TOPIC 04: GET A CHANCE TO WIN ⌈GLORIA⌋ MUGS...
...when you buy the first-press limited edition of ⌈GLORIA⌋.
These ⌈GLORIA⌋ mugs are adorable and unveiled on the YUI Staff Diary today. Even though I am famous for openly hating the oh-so-girly-I-am-blinded PINK colour (plus it clashes with my new layout), it looks great on the ⌈GLORIA⌋ mug!

I want the blue one! ^^ More details about the ⌈GLORIA⌋ mugs and how to win them on YUI-Lover.
TOPIC 05: G-DRAGON SHINE A LIGHT CONCERT MERCS
I totally recommend buying from either Korean eBay seller smile-spoon or DVDheaven. Here are the links to smile-spoon's eBay shop and DVDheaven so what are you G-Dragon fangirls waiting for?
When mine arrived (yes I've already preorder them) I will wear the I ♥ GD badge all the time to show my support for hubbie. And on a last note...
...G-DRAGON IS NOT GOING TO JAIL (TOPIC 06)
He is totally NOT going to jail. If he really is going to jail then I am going to set up an anti-JYP club. Even though I love Wonder Girls. I am serious.


Labels: explosive outrage, iHeart GD, random rambles, YG homies, YUI fanaticness
Jolene Wong blogged @ 10:50 AM | 0 Comments
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Jolene Wong blogged @ 12:11 PM | 0 Comments
The VIP in me is demanding I give some attention to BIGBANG after I went on and on and on about YUI for the past few days. To prevent VIP me from beating YUILover me up, I'll post up this BIGBANG tag I found on Soompi.
1. Who's your favorite BIGBANG member?
-- G-Dragon!
2. All-time favourite song of BIGBANG?
-- Make Love (English version)
3. What's your ideal date with your favourite BIGBANG member?
-- A day at the amusement park =)
4. If you see BIGBANG, what are you gonna do? How are you gonna react?
-- Scream inside my head and will probably faint. Ask for pictures with G-Dragon! ^^
5. What's the best thing about BIGBANG?
-- Everything.
6. If you were given a chance to be featured in one of their videos, what video will you choose and who's gonna be your character?
-- G-Dragon's 'Butterfly'. The lead female role!
7. How are you gonna react if someone badmouths BIGBANG?
-- Get very angry and fight back!
_______________________________
1. If you went to school who would you want as your:
-- boyfriend: G-Dragon
-- deskmate: Seung Ri
-- gym partner: T.O.P.
-- secret crush(not boyfriend): TaeYang
-- best friend: Daesung
2. So your going to a scary haunted house, and I mean scary! Who would you want to go with?
-- G-Dragon
3. Boss vs Gaho? which is your fav?
Gaho!
4. You're stranded on a desert who would be:
-- the most useful: T.O.P.
-- the one to freak out: Seung Ri
-- the most entertaining: Daesung
-- the one who can survive without things like shampoo, makeup etc : TaeYang
-- the one who can't survive without things like shampoo, makeup etc : G-Dragon (he's always, ALWAYS, freshly dressed!)
_______________________________
Do you want any member of BIGBANG to come on MNet Scandal? If yes, which one?
-- Seung Ri. I want to see him going crazy over older women! LOL
The GDaddict in me can't resist showing off this picture I have of Kwon Leader in my wallet:

Labels: iHeart GD, random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 4:31 PM | 0 Comments
...this Shine a Light merchandise.
Source: YGeShopCan anyone with YGeShop membership get it for me? I will be eternally grateful to you. Just to make a point, I don't throw around the words 'eternally grateful' casually!
I found it sold on DVDHeaven! Yay!
I especially love the I ♥ GD and the cross-eyed skull badges.
Oh, while I am at it, does anyone have this poster of G-Dragon? Because I really want!

Jolene Wong blogged @ 3:48 PM | 0 Comments
29.11.2009 - 2PM's TaecyeonLove your Korean idol so much that you are willing to die (from blood loss) for them? Write them a letter, penned in blood or in some ways have the bloody element, might be just the answer.
09.12.2009 - MBLAQ's Lee Joon
14.12.2009 - FTIsland's Hongki
19.12.2009 - BIGBANG's G-dragon & SoL
Labels: explosive outrage, JYPE awestruck, random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 8:45 PM | 4 Comments
G-Dragon's Shine A Light concert is probably the best thing that has happened to me after YUI's It's all too much/Never say die buzzing. Why?
Because of this! No nose bleed, please!

so it was 1PM and we started trending. I was already bloody tired after 20 minutes. then i think 20-30 minutes later, #GDRAGON WAS A TRENDING TOPIC! VIPS FTW. & OMFG IT ENTERED AT 5TH!!!!
there was only one thing i noticed about this. we won New Moon within half an hour. YAYE OMG YAYE!!!! XD oh. and as i predicted. my 100th tweet was to G. haha.
then we got it up to 4th!!! :D
i was really hyped. because OMGWTFBBQ WE WON CHRISTMAS & FOLLOW FRIDAY!!! and what’s SouljaBoySODMG? o__o
worked freaking hard to get G to Top 3!
won Kobe. still. what the hell is SouljaBoySODMG? a dance group? :O
OKAY THIS WAS THE PART WHERE MY BRAIN WAS BURNT OUT OF WHAT TO TWEET.
managed to get it to second though! WOOT!!!! SouljaBoySODMG lost to G. i googled it and i still have no idea what that is. so close to first! okay but then i was telling my sister that if it doesn’t hit first before i had to leave, i’m bringing the laptop. it didn’t. so i brought the laptop. i caught up just now on Twitter. G fell abit off 2nd. ouch… but VIP POWER! we brought it up to 2nd again! ♥
of course. #gdragon was trending at 1st eventually.no screencap of it though. shall go get from someone later when they post. (: will credit. will credit.
VIPS RULE.
we should have a fan club for ourselves.
wait. not only VIPS, also Blackjacks.
thanks so much to YGL & Allkpop too! was so happy when they RT-ed!!!
& BBVIP too!
& TKPA for organising this!
thanks alot, yunny. for reminding me of baby when i was tweeting about GD. LOL. okay sorry. i will tweet loads for baby too on his birthday. i think my 200th tweet will be given to him. xD she demands that i tweet for her grandma too. so it’ll end up like this: #happybdayseungri ♥ #happybdayunnysgma! hehe.
bet he did well. desperate to know what the surprise was. totally waiting for cuts from his concert now. he knows well how dedicated VIPS are.
[ i'm loving the shoes. ]


Labels: iHeart GD, random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 10:03 PM | 0 Comments
...Dr. Dre's Beats headphones.
So your reaction might be: What the hell. It's just a pair of headphones. Surely you can afford it? You can't be THAT poor.
No, dearest reader. These so called Dr. Dre's headphones doesn't come cheap. Just the starting price can make you go what the hell.
The Apple Store is currently selling the white version of these headphones at approximately £200. Discounted. The official website is selling the black version at approximately £220.
It's so beautiful I could die for it.

Labels: random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 9:29 PM | 0 Comments
A-yo, finally! (Is this GD you're talkin' about?)
Can I join in? (Because I heart him, heart him)
He's my heartbreaker~ (DJ and YG!)
(Eh, eh, eh, eh) Thanks for your hard work
Well! how do you like my version of the Heartbreaker opening? I love love love the woo~ sound hubbie made after the You're my heartbreaker~ line! It's sexy! Sexy vocals must go along with sexy pictures, so here's one!

Heartbreaker
G-Dragon
Heartbreaker #2
A-yo, finally! (Is this what you've been waiting for?)
Brand new GD, yea! (I'm all by myself, but it's all good)
You're my heartbreaker~ (DJ and YG!)
(Eh, eh, eh, eh) Let me take this song here
I don't give in no matter what
I'm still useful, I haven't died yet
Only you caused this damaged body, broken dreams, missing heart
If it's for you, this one body will fly for;
It will run to where you are
But still you say to me, 'goodbye, goodbye'
You say you don't like me, what's the reason why?
Your annoyed expression that gives everything away makes me sad
But even if I still like you and asked you for a chance
I don't like the cold look in your eyes when you turn away...
(No, no)
* Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
What did I do wrong?
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
No way, no way
Even if you say you'll leave me (hey), I won't be able to acknowledge it (hey)
Let's see how well you live (without me) (hey) (Lovers and haters)
This is-this is-tiresome; unsteady
You think lowly of my love? No way~
Everyday the same question
You say that I have changed
Will you shut your hateful mouth?
Speak after you know who you're talking to
I'm now out of control, continually all alone
In that place is where it's 'goodbye, goodbye'
You say you don't like me, what's the reason why?
The anger in your voice that gives everything away makes me sad
But even if I still like you and asked you for a chance
I hate the cold smile you have when you turn away...
(No, no)
* Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
What did I do wrong?
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
No way, no way
Even if you say you'll leave me (hey), I won't be able to acknowledge it (hey)
Let's see how well you live (without me) (hey) (Lovers and haters)
This is-this is-tiresome; unsteady
You think lowly of my love?
(Talk to me girl) I'll still still be there (inside your turned-off cellphone)
I'll still still be there (by the mailbox in front of your house)
I'll still be like that (even if you say we're strangers)
I will still be there (Whoa, whoa~)
The words, "let's be together forever," were only a moment's sweetness
Why do you act as if nothing's wrong
Hey, when I'm hurting this much
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
What did I do wrong?
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
No way, no way
Yo ma heart heart~ (hey) breaker
Yo ma heart heart~ (hey) breaker breaker
H.E.A.R.T. breaker (baby) no way
I'm out.
Translators: Ladykwonn + gdluvzmc
Source: VIPtranslators
Labels: iHeart GD, random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 10:22 PM | 0 Comments
No matter how hard I work
At the end of the day
I always
Have GD to cheer me up!
That's right homies, G-Dragon. I am so damn addicted to his first solo album, Heartbreaker. Thanks to Nabilah, my addiction intensified - she bought me the album! All the crazy but cool casing, CD, lyrics booklet, the lot! And don't forget this damn cool poster


Labels: iHeart GD, random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 10:07 PM | 0 Comments
Heartbreaker
G-Dragon
a fan work by xinping2016
Note: This is not a translation.
Ayo, finally
Is this what you've been waiting for?
Brand new GD
I'm all by myself, but it's all good
You're my heartbreaker
DJ, YG
Let me take this song here
You're doing it to me again
Sayin' goodbye but comin' back again
One of these days my heart won't take it
If it burst it's all your fault
You're like a barely blunt needle
Pricklin' holes into my heart
But tonight I'm gonna say farewell, yeah farewell
I see it in your eyes
The cold look blows my mind
Yet I still pretend it's merely a trick of my eyes
At night I lay in bed
Confusion in my head
This can't go on but I no longer know how to stop
No no
You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
You broke my heart to mend it back again
You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
No way, no way
I know it's lies I'm believin'(ay)
I know truth will catch up (ay)
But let me pretend one more day (ay)
Lovers and haters
Spinnin' spinnin' spinnin' it
Pretend pretend pretend pretending
You're still the love of my life
No way
Yours lips move seductively
Your hands entangled mine
You sent a fire ranging thru me
I don't want you to ever stop this
You sent me out of control
It's making me loss my mind
But still I'm gonna say this farewell, yeah farewell
I see it in your eyes
The cold look blows my mind
Yet I still pretend it's merely a trick of my eyes
At night I lay in bed
Confusion in my head
This can't go on but I no longer know how to stop
No no
You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
You broke my heart to mend it back again
You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
No way, no way
I know it's lies I'm believin'(ay)
I know truth will catch up (ay)
But let me pretend one more day (ay)
Lovers and haters
Spinnin' spinnin' spinnin' it
Pretend pretend pretend pretending
You're still the love of my life
I'll still still be there
(You know where you'll find me)
I'll still still be there
(What you did make no difference)
I will still pretend
(This is what I'm good at)
I will still be there
Wooo~
The crystals you wore caught the light
At that moment, you look so vulnerable
You make me want to pretend again
Don't you go break my heart yeah yeah
You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
You broke my heart to mend it back again
You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
No way, no way
You're my heart heart heartbreaker
You're my heart heart heartbreaker breaker
H.E.A.R.T. breaker
No way
I'm out
Labels: iHeart GD, random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 2:49 PM | 0 Comments
Yes, I am currently addicted to rock and electronic songs. G-Dragon's Heartbreaker, Linkin Park's Papercut, BoA's Energetic, to name a few. My stress relieve song is Lady Gaga's Beautiful Dirty Rich. And yes, I'm still addicted to dirty songs.
Taking up both AS and A2 Geography at the same time is really tiring, but I am coping (I think). Last night I went crazy with posters again and got myself this mega package of Rain pin-ups. Oh well, at least my walls won't be bare any more.
I am looking for the mp3 of the first opening song of the anime Detroit Metal City, Satsugai [Murder]. I'm not a metal fan but DMC can really mess with people's mind, so yeah.
I'm still onto BoA and this song from her 2009 repackage of her US debut album BoA is really cool.
Control
BoA
BoA Deluxe
You try to run me, but it's not happening
Is this on purpose? Are you an accident?
You try to tell me, tell me, you try to push me round
You're just like gravity, you keep me on the ground
You can't tell me what to do
Last time I checked, I don't belong to you
If you try, just know you will always lose
We just met, I'm already over you
You don't know me, I'm not who you think I am
You don't own me, your wish is not my command
Oh oh oh oh
You think you're in control
You think you're in control
Control, control, control
You think you're in control
You want my cherry kisses, I'm like a purple rain
Caus' I'm your fantasy, the one that you can't contain
Watch how you talk to me, when you speak my name
Who do you think you are, not falling for your game
You can't tell me what to do
Last time I checked, I don't belong to you
If you try, just know you will always lose
We just met, I'm already over you
You don't know me, I'm not who you think I am
You don't own me, your wish is not my command
Oh oh oh oh
You think you're in control
You think you're in control
Control, control, control
You think you're in control
I have no clue who crowned you
King of this world, you don't rule me
Think you're in control
Control, control, control
Think you're in control
Control, control, control, control
You don't know me, I'm not who you think I am
You don't own me, your wish is not my command
Oh oh oh oh
You think you're in control
You think you're in control
Labels: random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 4:59 PM | 0 Comments
So I've decide this after going crazy over my favourite leader at ungodly hours, read thousands of fanatic girls' I love yous and I want to be different from them, and I can't stand any bashing to my Kwon Leader no!
So I wrote this slightly hysterical, er, piece of writing. You can easily guess the password for this post, right? =D
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Labels: iHeart GD, random rambles, YG homies
Jolene Wong blogged @ 6:51 AM | 0 Comments

G-Dragon, leader of Big Bang. After YouTube-ing like crazy, I finally was hooked onto him. It's his cuteness and the way he smile. And I don't give a damn what he is doing to his hair. I am now officially G-Dragon's fan.
One of the very few videos I uploaded to YouTube was removed due to copyright infringement, a claim made by Sony Music Records Inc., YUI's label. My initial reaction was shock, but I accepted it after a while. It's going to be the first and last time I receive that notice, since I'm a bit scared, hahaha. Oh well, it was good while it lasts.
Labels: iHeart GD, random rambles, YG homies, YUI fanaticness
Jolene Wong blogged @ 2:44 PM | 0 Comments